Monday, December 14, 2009

New Toy

Love life?

I have a 



Sunday, November 29, 2009

Lake Toba

Back there,

I wish you were with me.

Cause I'm stuck with my parents.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009


Nothing came out right!

Damn it!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009


Man, did I just created the league of dorks?

Monday, November 2, 2009


I should really be playing the piano again..

Wednesday, September 30, 2009


Don't worry.

I won't do anything stupid,

unless it's fun.

Thursday, September 17, 2009


I saw your still pictures moving with my music

and I lost all sense of the word


Wednesday, August 19, 2009


Yes, I do dreaded, I do regretted what has happened. 

God, I could be a less bitter and much funnier person now for god sake!

Thursday, August 13, 2009


I can't sleep


for the god knows how many last time

Monday, August 3, 2009


You people are hopeless!

Sunday, July 26, 2009


..... this year, a lot of famous people are meeting you up there uncle.

 I know life will never be the same for us down here..

Sunday, July 19, 2009


Flown past the isle of my lungs, these odour so vividly figmenting, so intoxicating. It was like roses been dipped in a liquid of fermented truffles. Seriously love, I have no idea how that would smell. I mean a liquid of fermented truffles? Still it sound so nice and these words, these words of fancy shenanigan, was a made up description of your divine presence. And by the graceful sway of you arm, you lifted the string of silks, fine silks that would turn a queen mad, for only a sheer thought for not having it turn into a brassiere wrap neatly around her. These fine silks you called your hair. To uncover the bud of lily petals, bud of lily petals you called your ears. And as our eyes lined up, it was like the moon eclipse, and it burns me inside out. I am lost at words, for the question, I have been so long, 

longing to ask you:

"are you always love, this horny?"

Friday, July 3, 2009

Happy Pills

The best cover ever in the whole motherfreaking world a band could ever ask for


Thursday, June 18, 2009



I should've dated a riot grrrlllll.

Thursday, June 11, 2009


You don't walked in someone's life and then walks off when you're fucking done!

You just fucking don't!!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009


This is probably the sweetest parody ever. And hilarious! 


An electric piano never goes out of tone.

But it does tonight.

Thursday, May 28, 2009


Someone told me something that kills me today, in a good way.

"There's three type of malaysian blogger these day.

1. Pipiyapong wannabe.

2. Ahmad Kamal Abu Bakar wannabe


3. MEAT-bahasa wannabe

Oh stop killing me dude LOL.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009


Ahh... there's books to write blog to update music to create and a lousy job to pay it all.

I need a girlfriend to forget all that and buy me dinner. Or cook one. 

Tuesday, May 26, 2009


Oh god how I miss The Silver Scooter. Bring them back!!

Show those lamers how 'indie' sounds like back in the old days

More of their video in youtube please!

Monday, May 18, 2009

That's Why

Because baby,

I grow up listening to bands like The Silver Scooter, Death Cab For Cutie, The Promise Ring American Football and The Postal Service.

That's why I can write dreamy love stories, beautiful one. 

It' how I'm brought up.

That's why baby, you're not even close of my league.

Thursday, May 14, 2009


How am I suppose to do? How anyone suppose to do?

Because baby,

It's impossible to love you.


Monday, May 11, 2009



all of you, your level of intellectual fucking kills me. Fucking kills me!!

Now I know how AKAB felt. 

Sunday, May 10, 2009



This is something I need to do,

Please understand.

Monday, April 27, 2009


Somebody need to fucking die

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Dear dear

What am I to you?

What am I?

In Memory

To the only person who don't mind me not ever growing up,
To the only person who still calls me 'Mamat Otam' whenever I made silly of myself, to the very end.
To the only person who said to me it's ok to be not ok,

I will miss you forever. Rest in peace.


Wednesday, April 15, 2009


Happy Birthday Mak.

I want you to be on my wedding and shed happy tears for me

Thursday, April 9, 2009


Well... yeah,

Ain't everyone else?


Whenever a girl told you "you are a sweet guy",

it means nothing!


Yeah man?

Saturday, April 4, 2009


How can I lose, when it not even begin yet

Sunday, March 15, 2009


How about...

If we move further inland, build a farmhouse, raise chickens, I milk the cow, you pick the eggs and we drink tea on the rocking chair on the porch and talk about politic all night long.  

and somehow, strangely, we develop a southern american accent 

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Cupid Been Slacking Off

It's not fair,

I feel I've known you forever

but where've you been all my life?

why now?

After all the shits I've been through

Wednesday, March 4, 2009


I need a fresh start, reset my life, all over again.

A career change perhaps

like a male model maybe

*lalalalalala...ain't see nobody vomit lalalalalala.... *

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Fallen Again


I am


in love


Tuesday, February 17, 2009

I'm Hurt 2

I miss you bitch!!

like I really fucking do ok!

Saturday, February 14, 2009


Can I just like, annoy the F out of everyone?

Shitty Shit

I want to write something like 'what the similarity between this shit and that shit'. Some really cheesy witty shit.

But come to think of it, I could put just about any shits for the comparison, and it would come similar in a very shitty way

like the whole similarity is

they are both just


so I might just well compare everything with a shit

dog shit, cat shit, chicken shit, all the shit under the sun

okay, that was shitty

Wednesday, January 28, 2009


You, yeah you there!

I want to grow old with you


When I couldn not see the fondest things of everyday moments in life anymore, like a routine drive to work, and the occasional visit to my favourite nasi kukus ayam dara stall, and smile,

it worries me sick

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Thee O'Sinned

I have a confession, a dark secret, so dark the dead creeps out to unearth and dwell in it.

Last night,

I murdered a cat.

But I didn't mean to, it happened too fast. And the car behind me was tailing too close. I try to sway away hoping to miss it, but it ran toward me instead. There's nothing I can do.

And I didn't even stop.

Yes, I 'm a cat killer!!

A cat killer with a fast car!!

Stop punishing me, I am much tortured inside already, such great pain! I'm sorry!

Saturday, January 24, 2009


WTF man, I can't write shit!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009


Nothing is funny anymore

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Nosy Pukka

That's right, this is the internet, so don't fucking reckon me, with your prejudgments over what little, i want you to read

because you don't even know half of the story