MEAT 2

Burned-Out

2011-12-28T00:31:00.000-08:00

Just read my old writings in the other blog, I didn't notice I was actually quite good, and it was so effortless last time if I remembered it. What happen to me? I couldn't came up with anything worth posting now.

Blog Is Dead

2011-10-19T01:16:00.000-07:00

I don't know what the hell people read these days,

twitter updates?

Turmoil

2011-07-10T11:12:00.000-07:00

our country going upside down but really all i could ever think about is you

YOUYOUYOUYOUYOU!

Boys Night Out

2011-03-17T00:54:00.000-07:00

Another day of boys night out. Another night when we're finally call it a day, staring at the windshield, 110km/hour, running out of shit to shit about, wishing we each have some girl that will make us forget each other.

Blog

2011-01-20T19:07:00.000-08:00

http://meat-bahasa.blogspot.com --> the outcome of years of excessive post-rock

Emergency Measure

2010-12-27T21:10:00.000-08:00

Kids these day need to read High Fidelity or watch the movie!

The Irony Of It

2010-12-23T17:02:00.000-08:00

How come, this fellah who claim they are the most artistically conscious, have a very bad taste in music?

Detached

2010-12-23T17:01:00.000-08:00

Sometimes

I do wonder if I've been hanging out with the wrong crowd

Feat

2010-12-05T04:45:00.000-08:00

Read 5 novels in one week, while still have time for some tv and 12 hours per shift job. Now who said bookworm doesn't have a life?

Hard Truth

2010-11-22T10:34:00.000-08:00

Not a day goes by which I didn't have to live with the fact that our First Lady have a very immensely big hair.

Paramore Is The New My Chemical Romances

2010-10-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

Call me a hipster or whatever but I stop listening to a band who develop 70% of their fanbase which consist of kids below 16 years old

Lifted

2010-10-18T09:49:00.000-07:00

and then, life and reality got us caught and soon we forget about biplane and hot air balloon

Twisted

2010-10-17T06:17:00.000-07:00

We stopped being beautiful

to darkly enchanting

Smoke The Life Out Of It

2010-10-16T20:40:00.000-07:00

I hate smoking on an empty stomach. So to quit smoking I will starve myself to disintoxication.

I'm a social smoker. So to quit smoking I shall be an anti social.

I resolve to smoking when I'm uninspired. So I shall be..... lame

tsigh

Burn Out

2010-10-10T02:02:00.000-07:00

maybe when i'm really tired of everything

i just spend what left of my life in a garage

building car, or rocket.

A.S.A.S

2010-10-09T12:08:00.000-07:00

"I want it fast"

"like how fast?"

"like, suddenly"

Overdue

2010-09-28T07:28:00.001-07:00

you're right love,

we don't have forever

Danger Lurks

2010-09-04T10:22:00.000-07:00

Funny, of all the girls that i've written about them in my meat-bahasa blog, that I was hoping they will never find out, discover the existence of that blog,

are all in my facebook friend list now.

You know what, I don't care

let them find out what they fucking missing!

and lost.

Refugeezz

2010-08-27T03:14:00.000-07:00

I know I had quite a reputation for disappearing ,

but I don't intent to keep it.

I just need you to notice, and look harder.

Hold me tight so I won't slip out again.

Don't Get Your Hopes Up But Try Not To Cry

2010-08-11T10:50:00.000-07:00

Thank you Jimmy Tamborello

Return Of The G-Core!

2010-07-17T03:32:00.000-07:00

Ok fuck all this classicore shits, fuck synthpop, fuck mediocre shit written in score. I want to wear furry animal suit and break the fucking beat and bleed your ears, just like the old days.

Ponduer

2010-06-19T04:01:00.000-07:00

All I ever wanted to do, while making music and writing books, is loving you more than what I love to do.

.......

2010-05-31T11:28:00.000-07:00

shit!

Sometimes

2010-05-26T02:18:00.000-07:00

Sometime, I woke up in total darkness sweating, thinking like I sleeps through a whole years and missing everything and everyone and life just slip away. Sometime I fell asleep on the floor, on the carpet, with the headphone still attached on my head, and the same songs had repeated so many time it was like a part of the morning chirping of the birds, like the gust of wing that I oftenly heard but rarely felt, like the sound of the traffics and the world moving, spinning in distance and detached. Sometime there were like thousand missed call, most of the time there are none. Sometime, I woke up to the sound of the cattle all boiled up dry. Sometime I woke up to a bad dream, of old memories. Sometime, I was so thirsty I just goes straight to the fridge, and drink the whole bottle of the milk, straight from the bottle. Sometime, I woke up on the sofa with the tv showing nothing but blurry white noise. Sometime I woke up with my socks and my work pants on. Sometime I couldn't sleep at all, spent the whole night throwing peanut shell into the bin, from a great distance on my sofa, and making a complete mess. Sometime I dream about you, and dreaded that I didn't sleep through the whole dream and waken up in an empty lonely house.

Momento

2010-05-16T10:48:00.000-07:00

I had written about no one else since.

Missing Hurts More When You Can Only Wait

2010-04-19T04:30:00.000-07:00

When did we say goodbye?

The World Coming To An End, As We Know It.

2010-04-14T18:49:00.000-07:00

When girls of the world don't even know and appreciate Ben Gibbard and Jimmy Tamborello.

les deux

2010-03-30T07:36:00.000-07:00

Stop sending secret messages

I can't read at the end of the line.

First Show

2010-02-08T18:18:00.000-08:00

I should've just stick with writing. Damn! Can't get any more equivalent line-up than that. And it's the Chalatchalat-lah!! Not the Chalchalat. Pronounced the "sheerrlot shherrrlot", as in france.

Stupid Cupid

2010-02-05T10:18:00.000-08:00

That guy a complete dumbass.

what were you thinking?!!

there's no magic, only these words

2010-01-27T08:52:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry

i am sorry

New Toy

2009-12-14T07:22:00.000-08:00

Love life?

I have a

MIKROKORG

end.of.discussion.

Lake Toba

2009-11-29T02:10:00.000-08:00

Back there,

I wish you were with me.

Cause I'm stuck with my parents.

Hickup

2009-11-11T03:44:00.000-08:00

Nothing came out right!

Damn it!

Mistake

2009-11-04T07:10:00.000-08:00

Man, did I just created the league of dorks?

Serene

2009-11-02T06:07:00.000-08:00

I should really be playing the piano again..

Promises

2009-09-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

Don't worry.

I won't do anything stupid,

unless it's fun.

Still

2009-09-17T09:33:00.000-07:00

I saw your still pictures moving with my music

and I lost all sense of the word

beautiful

Anger

2009-08-19T10:22:00.000-07:00

Yes, I do dreaded, I do regretted what has happened.

God, I could be a less bitter and much funnier person now for god sake!

Amnesiac

2009-08-13T14:00:00.000-07:00

I can't sleep

again

for the god knows how many last time

Picisan

2009-08-03T22:26:00.001-07:00

You people are hopeless!

...................

2009-07-26T00:07:00.000-07:00

..... this year, a lot of famous people are meeting you up there uncle.

I know life will never be the same for us down here..

Angel

2009-07-19T23:10:00.000-07:00

Flown past the isle of my lungs, these odour so vividly figmenting, so intoxicating. It was like roses been dipped in a liquid of fermented truffles. Seriously love, I have no idea how that would smell. I mean a liquid of fermented truffles? Still it sound so nice and these words, these words of fancy shenanigan, was a made up description of your divine presence. And by the graceful sway of you arm, you lifted the string of silks, fine silks that would turn a queen mad, for only a sheer thought for not having it turn into a brassiere wrap neatly around her. These fine silks you called your hair. To uncover the bud of lily petals, bud of lily petals you called your ears. And as our eyes lined up, it was like the moon eclipse, and it burns me inside out. I am lost at words, for the question, I have been so long,

longing to ask you:

"are you always love, this horny?"

Happy Pills

2009-07-03T09:19:00.000-07:00

The best cover ever in the whole motherfreaking world a band could ever ask for

Farrago

2009-06-18T18:32:00.001-07:00

Duh!

I should've dated a riot grrrlllll.

Used

2009-06-11T01:08:00.000-07:00

You don't walked in someone's life and then walks off when you're fucking done!

You just fucking don't!!

Ruminate

2009-06-10T23:40:00.000-07:00

This is probably the sweetest parody ever. And hilarious!

Broken

2009-06-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

An electric piano never goes out of tone.

But it does tonight.

High-Falutin

2009-05-28T19:03:00.000-07:00

Someone told me something that kills me today, in a good way.

"There's three type of malaysian blogger these day.

1. Pipiyapong wannabe.

2. Ahmad Kamal Abu Bakar wannabe

and

3. MEAT-bahasa wannabe

Oh stop killing me dude LOL.

Preoccupied

2009-05-27T02:28:00.000-07:00

Ahh... there's books to write blog to update music to create and a lousy job to pay it all.

I need a girlfriend to forget all that and buy me dinner. Or cook one.

Longing

2009-05-26T04:07:00.000-07:00

Oh god how I miss The Silver Scooter. Bring them back!!

Show those lamers how 'indie' sounds like back in the old days

That's Why

2009-05-18T19:58:00.000-07:00

Because baby,

I grow up listening to bands like The Silver Scooter, Death Cab For Cutie, The Promise Ring American Football and The Postal Service.

That's why I can write dreamy love stories, beautiful one.

It' how I'm brought up.

That's why baby, you're not even close of my league.

Crazy

2009-05-14T04:02:00.000-07:00

How am I suppose to do? How anyone suppose to do?

Because baby,

It's impossible to love you.

Goddamnit!

OMG!!

2009-05-11T14:41:00.000-07:00

Seriously,

all of you, your level of intellectual fucking kills me. Fucking kills me!!

Now I know how AKAB felt.

Beseech

2009-05-10T08:15:00.000-07:00

Girl,

This is something I need to do,

Please understand.

Grrr....

2009-04-27T04:31:00.001-07:00

Somebody need to fucking die

Dear dear

2009-04-26T19:16:00.000-07:00

What am I to you?

What am I?

In Memory

2009-04-26T13:24:00.000-07:00

To the only person who don't mind me not ever growing up,

To the only person who still calls me 'Mamat Otam' whenever I made silly of myself, to the very end.

To the only person who said to me it's ok to be not ok,

I will miss you forever. Rest in peace.

Today

2009-04-15T04:11:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Mak.

I want you to be on my wedding and shed happy tears for me

Bitter

2009-04-09T12:04:00.001-07:00

Well... yeah,

Ain't everyone else?

Truth

2009-04-09T11:58:00.000-07:00

Whenever a girl told you "you are a sweet guy",

it means nothing!

Hostile

2009-04-09T11:20:00.001-07:00

Yeah man?

Denial

2009-04-04T05:47:00.000-07:00

How can I lose, when it not even begin yet

Romanticsm

2009-03-15T11:36:00.000-07:00

How about...

If we move further inland, build a farmhouse, raise chickens, I milk the cow, you pick the eggs and we drink tea on the rocking chair on the porch and talk about politic all night long.

and somehow, strangely, we develop a southern american accent

Cupid Been Slacking Off

2009-03-07T17:45:00.000-08:00

It's not fair,

I feel I've known you forever

but where've you been all my life?

why now?

After all the shits I've been through

Change

2009-03-04T05:50:00.000-08:00

I need a fresh start, reset my life, all over again.

A career change perhaps

like a male model maybe

*lalalalalala...ain't see nobody vomit lalalalalala.... *

Fallen Again

2009-02-22T21:03:00.000-08:00

Thehehe...

I am

completely

in love

again

I'm Hurt 2

2009-02-17T04:34:00.000-08:00

I miss you bitch!!

like I really fucking do ok!

Jackass

2009-02-14T23:31:00.000-08:00

Can I just like, annoy the F out of everyone?

Shitty Shit

2009-02-14T23:15:00.000-08:00

I want to write something like 'what the similarity between this shit and that shit'. Some really cheesy witty shit.

But come to think of it, I could put just about any shits for the comparison, and it would come similar in a very shitty way

like the whole similarity is

they are both just

shitty

so I might just well compare everything with a shit

dog shit, cat shit, chicken shit, all the shit under the sun

okay, that was shitty

Conundrum

2009-01-28T20:08:00.000-08:00

You, yeah you there!

I want to grow old with you

Bitter

2009-01-28T18:01:00.000-08:00

When I couldn not see the fondest things of everyday moments in life anymore, like a routine drive to work, and the occasional visit to my favourite nasi kukus ayam dara stall, and smile,

it worries me sick

Thee O'Sinned

2009-01-27T19:36:00.000-08:00

I have a confession, a dark secret, so dark the dead creeps out to unearth and dwell in it.

Last night,

I murdered a cat.

But I didn't mean to, it happened too fast. And the car behind me was tailing too close. I try to sway away hoping to miss it, but it ran toward me instead. There's nothing I can do.

And I didn't even stop.

Yes, I 'm a cat killer!!

A cat killer with a fast car!!

Stop punishing me, I am much tortured inside already, such great pain! I'm sorry!

Haih!

2009-01-24T09:05:00.000-08:00

WTF man, I can't write shit!

Boring

2009-01-13T05:13:00.000-08:00

Nothing is funny anymore

Nosy Pukka

2009-01-07T10:06:00.000-08:00

That's right, this is the internet, so don't fucking reckon me, with your prejudgments over what little, i want you to read

because you don't even know half of the story

Noble Quest

2008-12-25T05:14:00.000-08:00

It has now, being my life mission, to finish stage 12th of Zuma.

God Speed!

Post Number Whatever

2008-12-14T05:16:00.001-08:00

Squeezing a piece of meat, stuck between my teeth using my tongue. Wiping off the burger sauce and pieces of onion dripping and falling on my shirt. Licking what was worth. Alone in the control room, commanding an idle battlestar, on fucking sunday night. while my friends are having a good time somewhere in exciting city of sleepless prats.

I feel so fucking hot

I'm Hurt

2008-12-06T01:01:00.001-08:00

I want to date a stranger

This Entry Was Posted From My Office

2008-12-06T00:57:00.000-08:00

I'm a slacker

blah!

Hard Truth

2008-12-02T13:37:00.000-08:00

I've just discovered something,

the number of totally knock-out bitches who write nice blog, or even bother to have a blog are little less than a handful. More like half a fingertip pinch.

except the 'what-I-wore-today' shits.

bummer

It's A Shit Eat Shit World Out There

2008-12-02T13:29:00.000-08:00

You can whine for the rest of your life, lock up in your room

just to realize

nobody give a shit

Condo By The Drain

2008-11-26T21:10:00.000-08:00

"I live alone, if your water supply do be cut, you're welcome to shower in my place" said the late 30's overweighted, over pampered with too much make up condo management spokesperson lady.

fuck you, I rather paid the rm1045 backlog

and charge you for sexual harassment

One Post Per Day?

2008-11-26T02:26:00.000-08:00

What??!

You think ninja doesn't have social responsibilities?

BTLOG!! (By The Love Of God)

2008-11-24T17:13:00.000-08:00

I purposely went sneaking noticeably in an Apple store. Went straight to this inferior looking sales person and without much force, terrified him into giving me information how much it cost for a brand new iBook G4 power adapter.

He said trembling: "RM799"

By the love of god!!!!!!??? that's like a brand new Boss fx pedal.

Fierce, I throw a few star darts just missed inches from his head, of course-lah purposely, as a sign of warning and disgruntlement.

Haiiyyyaaaahhhh...!

Bummer Shummer

2008-11-23T06:24:00.000-08:00

I lay a dreaded vanguards underneath my fertilization-defying saber light katana, rip open a once painful memory long forgotten. For this ninja admit fear, lost and defeat for all it's glory. Glory, glooorrrryyyyyyyyy....

how's that for 'emo', bitch?

Poor Lonely Bastard

2008-11-22T10:38:00.000-08:00

Is less poorer than his poor friend who is too poor to keep a credit balance in her freaking phone to keep me feeling less of a poor lonely bastard

My Job Is The Kind That Made A Dissapointed Father Of A Troubled Son Pad His Son Shoulder While Pointed At Me And Said "Son, now that's a real man"

2007-08-08T13:08:00.000-07:00

And it still is..

it takes a real man to send a real man to his duty, a real man who take his duty above all else,

and it takes a real man to face a mother, a sister, a daughter, a father, a brother and a son of a real man

justifying, honoring their sacrifice

so everything make sense, having a meaning

behind all this crazy crusty life of a husky sweaty men on safety overall and grease stained hard hat,

underpaid.